Recently I am not in very good mood ... most of the time at least. I don't want to go back for good, no no no, but I need the month at home, with people who truly care for me. Because I feel totally lonely now and just need to be pampered and hugged. The baby boy on Monday was really helpful, at last someone willing to hug me! Eh... yeah I do feel crappy...
I really feel like smoking >.< but smoking is stupid so instead of buying cigarettes I got a beer. From 2 bad things I need at least one. New (at least in here) Kirin Srong Seven, heh. Oh, one I get home I will surely get drunk with my old girlfriends... here, I always feel way to guilty to seriously drink...
And my shoulder really hurts today... when I move or anything... I even stick the cooling gel thing on it... only a little better...
And today for the first time I called the local hospital English Patient Line... wow... the guy's English was so good I couldn't understand all of his perfect British accent. Then he send me a long e-mail explaining everything... must say I feel spoiled by him a little :D good! need that! So on Friday I go to see the dermatologist at last... I should have gone few months ago when my Polish medicines finished... now it's all a disaster on my face... =_=;;; this month won't be easy... I just know it. Eh...
Sorry... not in good mood -> not putting nice posts...
Muka
I really feel like smoking >.< but smoking is stupid so instead of buying cigarettes I got a beer. From 2 bad things I need at least one. New (at least in here) Kirin Srong Seven, heh. Oh, one I get home I will surely get drunk with my old girlfriends... here, I always feel way to guilty to seriously drink...
And my shoulder really hurts today... when I move or anything... I even stick the cooling gel thing on it... only a little better...
And today for the first time I called the local hospital English Patient Line... wow... the guy's English was so good I couldn't understand all of his perfect British accent. Then he send me a long e-mail explaining everything... must say I feel spoiled by him a little :D good! need that! So on Friday I go to see the dermatologist at last... I should have gone few months ago when my Polish medicines finished... now it's all a disaster on my face... =_=;;; this month won't be easy... I just know it. Eh...
Sorry... not in good mood -> not putting nice posts...
Muka
- Location:Taichung, Taiwan
- Mood:
rejected - Music:Cry Me a River - Justin Timberlake


Comments
I totally identify with you about those crappy feelings, how you feel totally being lonely sometime. Sometimes I distract yourself with watching TV, which can help or make me feel worst if what I see remind me my situation.
I was thinking the other day, the new game "Sims 3" comes out, you probably heard of it, where you can control and watch your virtual character lives their entire life from birth to death. I suspect I'd get drawn to it if I ever get my hands on the game, because the virtual character would have fuller life than I am lol.
I never drink beer. I tasted beer, but I don't drink beer at all. Maybe I haven't tasted one I like, I don't know. But a long time ago, I used to mix a little bit of beer with soft drink, and it tastes very good to me.
Taiwan's medical care is good...I know you're not citizen there, but the coverage for citizens are as good as Western Europe (I saw shows about healthcare on TV). You probably have to pay a little, but cheaper than what it cost in USA for example.
Maybe you workout too hard to hurt your shoulder? Hope you (and your skin) will recover.
Keep LJing when you are back in Poland!
I know you're not a drinker... I am not happy that I am. Although I try not to drink too much.
Ok... hospital thing... I am less satisfied with it now... because they just called me that the doctor takes holiday this week and they want to move me for next week... and next week I go to a small tropical island for 3 days so it complicates a lot.
Eh....
I don't think there is anything wrong to drink beer, if I got friends who drink it, I might take a sip too :)
I heard national health care's pitfall...such as longer wait time. I hope your doctor will be able to see you next (or next next) week.
Wow you'll go to small tropical island!! Hope you'll end up on an island like "Lost", where smokey monster awaits you hehe.
Seriously, can't wait to hear your experience on the island!! Must be fun trip!